are thoughts biodegradable ?

                                                                                     

the title describes it all..

today i was a bit out of it with unusually bad cramps and loud people . a bad combination in all of its sense 

but , on the good side , yipeeee yay !!! , baek yi jin confessed to na hee do in 25 21 .. the whole thing was really sweet so i decided to forget all the bad parts of the day . 

then i had a weekly exam , i couldnt prepare a lot for this one , so the marks were also unpretty. 

but the next one is a unit series i better do that well if i want to get into a college atleast this year. 

the good side of watching 25 21 is that I'm girl cruhsing on na hee do but the sad side to it is when the mood swingy self on mine tells me how much baek yi jin is the andrew ive dreamt off and that put things off honestly. 

after that thought i was feeling uselessly nostalgic and wished to just go back in time. not that 8th grade was fun , it was traumatic enough but i survived because i had my luckycharm . 

but nowadays my survival purely depends upon myself itself , which is kinda sad coz i cant procastrinate saving me. but sometimes thats exactly what i do too... 

overall today had its own set of ups and downs but that doesnt mean i should sit and sulk on it. 

just gonna absorb the good vibes in and leave the rest out to biodegrade. 

ahh..my diet isnt going well..it seems i have more cheat days than diet days..what do i do , i keep falling for all the carbohydrates infront of me. at this point quinoa feels like a second lead in the drama.

thats it for today .

bye bye