post exam blabber

 hellow yellow exclaamtion mark , because my keyboard refuses to put it in despite me clicking on it to hard and i dont wanna open the onscreen keyboard. just made my dinner today it was kinda ok i guss. but with quite sadness i must say , that bitch of a lady downstairs threw out my garlic and herbs butter from the fridge. its fucking annoying. i made sure to keep it safe by covering it with a cover and all. ughh its so annoying. also cuz it was quite expensive and i was using it as my cooking oil subsitute because its too hard to peel garlic in the hostel. all this cooking talk might make u think im in some holiday but actually i im the middle of pre unis. patho paper 2 just got done today. it was def not fun..made me realise its high time i studied the second half of part 2 patho and not just ignore and half ass it. the next exam is the biggest mountain to climb , pharmacology. dont wanna jinx it , touchwood, but i kinda wanted to do well on pharmac. ive been writing down answers for quite sometime so i rememeber stuff and it is almost a book now. im still a bit pissed about losing tara. gopu said shed lend it to me once i get back home so ill prolly try picking it up if i go back home. what else ? 

ive been sorta getting stressed seeing the competition over here in gokulam. all the kids r pretty serious. tbh the prime annoyers atleast to me would be ester - shes a walking inside out 2 anxitey doll and niveditha who i often end up seeing in the mess and is quite curious of my academic advancement. honestly , shut up. my tummy has been on a rollercoaster ride ever since exams started. like im chill but at the same time i am stressed. but ive gotten so used to the stress part that now only frutrations remain. esther is quite hard on herself. i dont care about that , but could she stop being hard on me by avoiding unwanted interactions here and there so i dont have to feel like the anxiety doll is creeping up on me. tbh i might sound like a classic karen right now but the one thing ive run away from after pala is these anxiety dolla. theertha p initally was the anabelle of anxiety dolls and hence that friendship had to end. and now we have another one , our very own next door neigbour. tbh do u have to work soo hard i mean she should be rememebring all the stuf right ? it should be easier for her to write theexam. 

anyways forget all of that. 

apart from pre uni anxiety the only thing i did was watch a kdrama called mr.plankton on netflix right before micro paper 2 , not the bet decision but was a pretty cool drama. and woo do hwan was hot so i stayed to watch. house is too boring now or me and i realised i dont need to follow my normal college timetable by including virtual postings on mornings and afternoon study sessions. my guide has gone crazy lately asking me to fill up fucking 200 entries and i have been conveniently ignoring it till now. oh i hope i get my senses back and that i can do work properly. 

anyways good night , see you on another post exam day.