I really should be studying for the unis rn

 

ok , ik i should be reading pharmac rn , but i slipped away to watch gossip girl and then my room started stinking. an unbearable smell , did the hostel septic tank break ? so i decided ill go take a walk. but then my old playlist started playing and it reminded me of the good songs i listened to which was nice , so i wanted to come down here and write a few words simply. 

oh , and about new years , i ended up having quite a warm beginning to the year. me , neha and amrita video called and spoke and laughed a lot. even neha was alone in the hostel apparently , well so it was not a sad new year after all.

i hope i dont fuck up pharmac tmr. the problem is in remembering things. i hope i remember everyhting ive read so far. 

i kinda am looking forward to going home but at the same time i got used to the hostel room and ill miss manav..and i feel like im leaving him alone whenever i go home these days..i wish i could bring him along but things are'nt that easy..so i dont know. 

i think i should talk to neeraja , prolly ask why she never takes calls or answers text but sends a bunchload of reels on ig. we have certainly drifted apart from being friends to almost strangers at this point and ive been trying from my side , but communication only happens if the other person replies. i dont want to just text fesitive plesantries with my past bff. but then again we r no more 15. and we are entirely different human beings now with not much in common so i dont know how to approach it. 

wish me luck that i dont fall back into gossip girl bingeathon and read up for tmrs exam. 

also when the phone rings ending sucked. exclamation point. some argan shit they brought in which made no sense and awfully cheesy things.