silent crying

                                                                                 

Silent crying is the absolute worst of crying. 

You've heard of crying inside , no that is not what silent crying is 

Infact the pain levels on both are on a diff scale. 

Crying inside is when you feel like something broke , sudden.

Silent crying is when you r crying , your tears are all gushing through your cheeks and your not making a single sound . 

Your aware that your snob is gonna sound so amplified MD that everyone will knkw you're crying like a baby 

So u take a deep breathe in and cry silently 

Your mouth is speaking but you won't dare let the sound of a cry out . 

Silent crying is the worst be use when your silent crying , your already broken and your crying at those shattered pieces of yourself .

It gets harder to breathe and even harder not to sob. 

But u just sit there , all curled up , hoping for a better tomorrow and some light ahead in the dark tunnel 

Wishing that today's sorrows goes away as tmr comes 

And u eventually fall asleep to that and your melatonin works the magic to calm yourself down