a not so update

 

dont remember the last time i was infront of this white sheet , so i figured i should visit to update the blog. with a very scarred heart i must tell u all. my mom gave away lukku and odhi. im sad. 

tbh i wasnt much closer to either of them but i watched their birth and knew them since they were size zero kittens and for some reason i thought theyll be with us for a long time. but 4 cats is a lot and even me and gopu are not there to take care of the cats so i can understand why. neverthless my heart is broken when i think of odhi. he was such a loving cat. oh i hope thier new home is more warmer and safe and they get good food and that they dont roam around and endanger themselves. its funny they went back to the same area from where we got symbi. almost a full circle. 

apart from that i was destroyed by a very bad case of viral fever. lakshmi g nair rarely gets a fever. but when she does its very bad and draining and this was one of those kind of fevers. imagine me saying the fan is too much. yeah exactly , that sick. 

got a new set of retainers not fun but yeah you gotta do what you gotta do. apart from all this i really had plans to write something meaninful but nothing comes to my mind right now. 

the past few visits home have been quite stressful in the beginning with new stuff coming up on each visit. things change so fast when your not there. 

thats it. ill be writing any new real entry only ater vijayadashami tmr