too late to sing silent night ?

 

heyoo and im back on new years eve. 

it seems this new year is spent alone in the vicinity of my college hostel with no friends. just bo hai ( my laptop ) and my phone. 

i honestly thought it wouldnt faze me but then ill be honest it sucks to be in different buildings and today is one of the days when i regret that. 

ive always been a person who enjoys the quite and i am kinda looking forward to the calm new year but i surely do miss being in the middle of a blabber , shoving cake down our throat and just having fun. 

i thought about it and i came up with a few resolutions - id like to read more and write more its time i catched back up to my hobby , and id like to spend time with my friends more. i feel like ive been stuck to the hip , not literally , with manav and frankly i do enjoy my time with him but i think girl best friends are important in life too so maybe try to patch things up with keerthana , dont know how that would work or if i even want to. 

thats about much i can think about.

i felt lonely tonight so i thought maybe writing my thoughts down here would help because morning i tried to distract myself by watching gossip girl non stop and oh my god it was such a bad plan. so now i come in peace. 

not to mention our annual news years resolution still stay though i do end up breaking them but hopefuy i end up keeping the new ones.