Sleepy afternoon and a severly overestimated study plan , that's as creative as it gets.

 

                                                                              

Following a very slow afternoon and quite distracted evening i am trying my best to read for the exam on sat. but i get bored at times. at this point i have realised that there is no point in deactivating ig accounts because i only lasted 24 hrs. 24hrs and i found myself impulsevely logging back into to watch the never ending black hole they term as reels . is it intresting ? no . is it of any use to me ? absolutely not. 

quite sad at my progress oer that. that app reduced my attention span to 15 mins an all time low. yes i sat and counted it. so i tried staying away and have managed to come at 25 mins but thas pretty much it i guess. for now im trying out the age old parental control app timer thing.who knows how long that will last. 

Universoty exam sounded humoungous but is pretty much just a sessional written in better quality paper and useless formalities like roll number , date blah blah. i honestly dont know how to describe that the paper went. my mcq were bad. i never loose more than 5 marks on mcq but lost about 10 after which i decided its best not to dig more to find out sad stuff. i thought paper 2 prep would be good because i was scared and theres a time limit too. but here i am typing into a white void. 

twinkling watermelon released their finale episodes but i have yet to watch them. i have a feeling ill need tissues to wipe off tears so ive postpone it to after paper 2 exam. oonly one exam got over not even one entire subject but im halfway tired already. i should boost up my morale. 

i also hate how robotically im typing all of this as though its some answer i need to fill.even as i type im just staring at the keyboard watching my fingers move around to form the words and act like im playing a very intresting video game. or piano tiles pc version id say. 

well i know you cant like magically sit and start studying and be on focus mode or anyting thats not what i expect either but perhaps stop getting disturbed at the tiniest things would be a good place to start. 

oddly ive been craving bread masala these days. i wish i could make it but the lack of a nonstick pan and masala stop me. thats the first thing im gonna make once i get back home. speaking of home it seems i wont be leaving when the exams get over but need to wait 2 days. that sounds depressing already but im trying to convinve amma to make it alteast on 9th instead of 10th. 

wish me luck or kidnap my luckycharm or something. i really need some for the unis.